why did i care so much
to open my big mouth
utter self convinced truths
some dont appreciate

why did i care so much
allowed itchy fingers
to beat down cold keyboards
and cry to the ether

why did i care so much
uncomprehending eyes
raised harsh spectres of threats
hands raised to force hands lost

why did i care so much
they were just words and bits
but now quelled and unseen
appeased revengeful thoughts

why did i not care so much
an irresistable force
doth moved the immovable
and hath taken it away

but i do know
e pur si muove